Everything is alright.

I feel calm today. The Sunday's are getting better. I'm not [as] sad anymore. I went to church, listened to Relient K and The Devil Wears Prada on the way to church, and came back home. It's not appropriate to do that before you go to church, but it really helps me get into the mood. It opens my mind and it makes my heart dance. And now I'm listening to Thrice. And I like Inhale Exhale. They're prettyyy cool. School's starting soon. I'm not dreading it. Yet I'm not that stoked either. I'm scared. I want to do better. I don't want Bs. I need As. I have to do well otherwise... well, I don't know, otherwise. But I won't be happy. My parents won't be happy. My prayers and my trying is all I can do to fix myself up.